Studenten 2009 =)

You never know when just one night can change everything .. for instance .. it can change your fate or the way of the path that u have chosen for your destiny n' it can change the way u feel about your friends , it can change your LIFE ! .. but for me it changed the way i felt for certain people .. i know it in my heart that that " special " night changed everything .. it changed especially the way i look at the world nowadays .. it gave me a clearer and much larger view of things n' conscerning this world .. u could actually say that the night that came was almost waiting for me ! .. but when a moment changes somebodys life .. trust me by not thinkin of goin' back to your former life .. when a life changes it can only mean that the light has given that life " that extra " that is required of it .. so do not mourn for those who's time has come .. rather thank God that even such people were given the chance of sharing your destiny with u .. but for a short time .. no matter what the time .. it's the moments that defines the people that u loved n' lost .. to think that they're gone forever is very wrong .. noo ! .. it's so terribly wrong .. why ? yeah because the people that u have lost to Gods might never truely leaves your soul or your side .. they stay hidden in plane sight .. lookin' after u , protecting u from the demons of this world ! .. they hear your cry for help when u get your heart broken or if u need a very important advice then .. they are there for u .. just send out your help and speak to em' .. nothin wrong with that .. be not weary or fearful that they will ever disappear cuz' they will never leave u .. for as long as there is darkness there will always .. ALWAYS be the light to defeat it .. that is somethin i have learned myself ! .. bravery is not something your given at child birth .. no one is taught bein' brave .. bravery can only be learned by the actions n' responsibility that u or the people make .. now remember what i have said n' listen to the outer voices of the light .. for they are here .. now .. watchin u .. listenin to your lifes .. mistakes .. redemptions .. good acts .. bad acts .. what ever u have to say .. they are here listenin' to what u have to say .. n' sometimes if u feel that they are not there when they still are .. God gave u a gift .. a power .. n' thats your heart .. listen to it wisely n' carefully .. don't take it for granted n' get it crushed .. just double the fun n' shiine your light through life .. do that n' i promise u whoever it is that u have lost .. in the end you'll just be honoring their memory .. just go out there in that big fucked up world n' shiine your way .. and don't worry about the dark times that will come ... for that's when friends comes in .. that where they give u a better understanding of it .. u are who u are because of your actions .. they are the ones that makes u the person that u are today .. it's because of your actions that u stay strong n' brave .. so whenever such an incident like this happens to one of your friends be sure to aid them in whatever power of knowledge from your heart that u have .. n' then my friend u would have learned your lesson .. no a life lesson of what life truely is about .. life has it's boundries and tests .. pass the tests and u are worthy of walking the great path that leads back to God n' back to the people whom u love so much n' that u would give your life too ...


-/ S oso

Wherever you go , wherever you may be you must remember as the l ight is there grab on to it and just hold on , because in the end you'll realise what you missed when you failed to be proud of your own light !